ya so i think im FINALLY over my ex. i just think he culd treat me better. my other guy friend treats me hella better & i feel i deserve more. not saying that i dont still love him cuz i do, i just dont rly want 2 tlk 2 him. maybe its just a phase & will pass. wen i think about him i get this heavy feeling. & hes got a gf so he doesnt need me. its not that i dont want him cuz i do, its just....itd be nice 2 hav sum1 new 4 a change. im hella depressed over this and i still wana be friends & all cuz hes amazing...i think. im just so confused about my feelings 4 any1! maybe i shuld just take it easy & wait 2 c how things turn out. bt waiting hurts more than what you face in the end! WTF!? idk ill just see who asks me out next & deeply consider it...i mean im 100% single now & i dont hav 2 worry bout crushin his feelings cuz i dont rly think he had any. i think it was all an act.....